Need a change

I get in these moods randomly and the only way to describe them is...I need a change. When I get in this mood, I don't care about most things and usually most people begin to irritate me. During this time, I am usually in my head, thinking. So to many I shut down. When I feel this way, I know that it is time for a change in my life. It can be a minor change or a major change...just as long as it is some form of change. Last change was cutting all of my hair off....not sure what this one will be? But I NEED a CHANGE.

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